Chapter Three, Thoughts of An Angel Mommy

Years ago when I began the first blog in memory of our identical twin daughters, Apple Marie and Banana Lee, http://thoughtsofanangelmommyfotwa.blogspot.com/ I had giveaways, shared graphics in memory of babies gone too soon, and my thoughts as an angel mom. 

https://www.facebook.com/FruitOfTheWombTttsAngels

Then I had my son, our rainbow baby, and I wasn't able to commit as much time to my blog and took some time off. I still was there for my Facebook page in memory, where I made graphics in memory, keepsakes, and gave support to those who would reach out, so it didn't feel like I was stepping away completely. 

When we were suddenly expecting what would call our miracle baby, our Noelle, I began to write again later in the pregnancy, however I didn't want continue on the same blog I had written years ago, so that is when Chapter Two was born. 

https://thoughtsofanangelmommy.blogspot.com/

I wrote through the struggles during pregnancy, eventually I wrote about Noelle's birth and her loss. I continued writing through my Chapter Two, about pumping and donating after child loss. And this year I have been updating my blog with moments I shared on my Holding onto Hope Facebook Page. I created that page when we were beginning to experience challenges during pregnancy, and I have continued to regularly write and share on it. 

https://www.facebook.com/KansasCityHoldingOntoHope/

Now that we are onto our next part of our story, I feel like it is our Chapter Three. It didn't feel right adding to the second chapter as that had much to do with our Noelle, and while she will always be in our hearts and present moment, she is also a part of our past. So with hopes for another child, our last living rainbow child, it feels best to begin anew. 

https://thoughtsofanangelmommychapterthree.blogspot.com/

I wanted at least one of these posts to throwback to the other blogs I've written in and add the links here so they can be referenced to. 

Hopefully a year from now I can look back and see how far our family has come. It's been quite a journey and a rough path to walk, more often than many I know. One thing still stands true, hope. Here is to holding onto hope.